A Crush of Mine

This feeling I have for you is hard to hide so I guess now I have to decide respect you wishes and let this issue be or hold it all in and let these emotions run wild in me

This feeling is not a normal feeling something I have never felt before its like my passion was trapped and you opened the door

I want to know you, your mind and soul because your wits and intelligence makes my mind and body unfold

I can’t help but look at you and wonder how it would feel to have one night of thunder my passionate love is what your hands did steal

When you lay your hands on me I see a vision a vision so free and so real

We kiss, we caress we make love so passionate and when I open my eyes I see reality

Your age is older than mine
Your maturity has matured for more time yet I just cannot shake you

I cant help but think about how it would feel to know you to be close to you, to make love to


you I could never forget I would always remember

Prove to me that what I dreamed last night is a possibility come to my room and guide me to the bed

Lay me down slow begin to remove my clothes enter for a journey inside my love and prepare for something you never dreamed of

I see you holding me close me feeling pleasure with each stroke that you make across my back warm and smooth

Your love stroking mine our minds heavily entwined making me whimper with every thrust my body with you I do trust

Making my love feel so good that your visions become my visions seeing things I never thought I could oh my goodness if you only knew

Flow

I have a friend...

He's very attractive, i can get lost in his eyes for days...
His lips are so soft when he kisses me, its like my mind and body melt whenever his lips touch mine...
When he says things to me, i drift off into a place where its just me...
him...
alone.

While alone, we do as we usually do...
Start a conversation, laugh, give each other little love taps, then it hits us...
The sexual desire for one another
He gazes into my eyes, as i did into his...
He leans in to kiss me and i meet him half way.

We kiss, and it feels as if our souls hugged and held on to each other...
The kissing leads to the removal of clothes, soon to him inside me...
We move our bodies in a motion that carries us both straight to ecstacy...
He begins to move faster and faster...
Deeper and deeper...
My breathing is gettin heavier...
I feel a sensation down below...

My body starts shaking...
I feel it...
Its coming....
I'm coming...
I close my eyes, and when i open them...
We're still sittin there
Clothed
Laughing
Talking...

For that brief moment, I was able to see what the results of my feelings would be...
You see, he knows I am attracted to him...
Its the depth of that attraction he does not kno, and he never will.
Why? because i wont tell him...
Why? i wish and could give a rational explanation, but i cant.

I'll just continue to gaze into his eyes and secretly fantasize about him inside me...
I'll just laugh and continue the conversation and exchange of little love taps...
I'll just sit there...
with my river constantly flowing.

I Am a Woman

I am a woman.
My eyes
Big and brown
Looking deep into them, becoming mesmerized with the
Love story they can tell
Seeing my soul, my love my feelings, my love
For you and only you

I am a woman.
My lips
The warmth and sweet taste has you at a loss of words
Not knowing what to say only to feel
The smoothness, the curvature

I am a woman.
My body
Thicker than others
But still have secret spots to discover
My body is what you hold, what you kiss
What you want, what you miss.

I am a woman.
My mind
Its mechanisms you could never describe
Yet you love and appreciate them
My thoughts, you cherish them

Has a girl ever made you feel this way?
Has a girl ever made you smile just by looking at you?
Has a girl ever shown you as well as said she loves you?
Has a girl ever attracted you with her intellect and charisma before you even had that stupid thought of if you would “hit” that or not?

A girl has or could never do these things for you. You may think “Courtney you’re wrong cuz I got a girl like that,” or “I had one like that.” The person that is wrong is YOU!
A girl could never do a woman’s job. Only a WOMAN can provide and truly love a MAN. That’s why they pronounce them MAN and WIFE, and not BOY and CHICK.

I am a woman.
Hard working and warm hearted.
You thought you had a woman
Unfortunately for you and your heart
You were wrong.

If you give me the opportunity, with time and patience permitting…..
I can be that woman for you.