Flow

I have a friend...

He's very attractive, i can get lost in his eyes for days...
His lips are so soft when he kisses me, its like my mind and body melt whenever his lips touch mine...
When he says things to me, i drift off into a place where its just me...
him...
alone.

While alone, we do as we usually do...
Start a conversation, laugh, give each other little love taps, then it hits us...
The sexual desire for one another
He gazes into my eyes, as i did into his...
He leans in to kiss me and i meet him half way.

We kiss, and it feels as if our souls hugged and held on to each other...
The kissing leads to the removal of clothes, soon to him inside me...
We move our bodies in a motion that carries us both straight to ecstacy...
He begins to move faster and faster...
Deeper and deeper...
My breathing is gettin heavier...
I feel a sensation down below...

My body starts shaking...
I feel it...
Its coming....
I'm coming...
I close my eyes, and when i open them...
We're still sittin there
Clothed
Laughing
Talking...

For that brief moment, I was able to see what the results of my feelings would be...
You see, he knows I am attracted to him...
Its the depth of that attraction he does not kno, and he never will.
Why? because i wont tell him...
Why? i wish and could give a rational explanation, but i cant.

I'll just continue to gaze into his eyes and secretly fantasize about him inside me...
I'll just laugh and continue the conversation and exchange of little love taps...
I'll just sit there...
with my river constantly flowing.